Ive been meaning to come and blog about my new promotion but Ive been so busy that I can even hardly sleep.lol Anyways last week Ariana asked me if I wanted to accept the position of Keyholder, which is basically a manager right below assistant manager. All the same responsibilities just alittle less drama. I started training immediately and my position will take effect in may. I wont get a raise immediately it will be a few more months when my title is permanent. Which means after Ive successfully finished training and am able to run the entire store independently. Im excited, Ive never moved up the ladder so fast at any job before. I guess I really picked up on this job pretty fast. I actually feel pretty confident that if i had to work by myself now that I would be able to handle it.

On another note, this weekend im going to have sophie. Im pretty excited about it because I havent seen her in a long time. Also im taking her to see the play Princess Atlantis. I also bought her several new outfits because her mom didnt send hardly any clothes with her when they moved back from Nevada. I love the idea of getting to play dress up.  Shes like my own little real life barbie doll. :)

gotta go.. might write more later.

So Im finally able to post from home now. The only issue is i havent figured out how to set up my router to share the internet. Ugh.. I really dont want to have to sit at this computer to use it. An update on my life.. I started working at Family Dollar about a month ago. Its not exactly what i wanted but it will work for now. Trying to save up money so i can go back to florida this summer. well im gonna go ill update more later

Ok so some really strange things have been going on. I cant name specifics or even who Im talking about but I have to say Im hoping that maybe today it will stop. I have confronted the issue head on and Im hoping it will be over soon. This blog today is going to be very short because I dont have much time. My eyes still sting from the tears this morning I dont think this person realizes the pressure and pain they have placed upon me by their actions. Im trying to be strong. Im stressed. Although I think I am making progress ..its just slow progress. I really wish I could get my life back on track again. I miss being active and feeling like I have a purpose in life. I need to be working. I cant find any other way to fix this feeling of panic. I also wish I had someone I could be open and honest with about some things I need to get some stuff off my chest. But it has to be someone who I know wont run their mouth or use it against me. Today starts a new day, no more tears and no more feeling sorry for something I didnt do. I wont accept it anymore. Crazy thing is I actually came to the library to fix a resume but Im not gonna have the time I need to right now. Im waiting on my mom to run one of her little "errands". Ugh.. Well I had better call it good and sign off.

This past month has been a roller coaster. I was working at the hospital and I thought everything was going pretty well, and then this lady that was training me turned on me because she didnt like the people who I sat with at lunch. So basically because I got along with everyone and this bitch had a problem with it. So she started making my job a living hell and I complained to a few people who told me to go directly the the boss and I didnt want it to affect my job so I stayed quiet. Never again will I trust someone I work with. A few days later my supervisor came up to me and asked me to go up to the 4th floor of the hospital with her. I thought maybe it was to discuss my CQI results and find out how I can do better but once I reached the 4th floor I knew I was wrong. My supervisor and the one about her was in a room and she told me that I was making to many mistakes and that they just couldnt have that in HR. She said she regretted having to let me go because I was so sweet and kind and always smiling. Then wanted proceeded to ask me if I had any questions as to why I was being let go. I was thinking about ratting out the bitch that caused all the problems but I knew it wouldnt help my case any. They had already made the decision to let me go.

Ive been applying at alot of places since I was "let go". I did some online searching and such. Ive been spending alot of time at the library doing research. But today I got a facebook message from a friend telling me she had a job position available and wanted me to come and fill out an application so I went in this afternoon and spent about an hour filling everything out. She told me she would fax it to her head office and then give me a call once the background and credit check came back. I really hope things work out Im needing some income even if its not full time. I dont have very many bills just the cellphones, the payment on my bed, and I also owe money to the place I bought my tires. Well it was nice getting to vent alittle here, I needed a break outside my head for alittle bit. Its too hard to do from a mobile phone and we dont have internet. So from now on until we find another internet provider I will only be able to update from the library computer.
Well I had better go theres a few other things I want to check before I run out of time on the computer.